Wednesday, October 17, 2007
stress coming my way in a rush
argh!!!
FANDI!!!
why did you leave us!!! stress tau aku....
you shouldnt have resigned....
i couldnt believe you did it....
im not ready for such a thing... why!!! at least you could have just hold on for the bands....
at least stay with us!!!!
stay with the band!!!
without you everything wouldnt have happened....
come on!! dunt leave us!!!
im not ready for such a position!!!argh!!!
im not ready to take up to such responsibilities yet....
im not free!!!!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
one day before raya...
should have updated sooner but couldnt....
this entry is about the day before hari raya....
lot of things happened!! hope you ppl enjoy reading this post
a day before hari raya should have been a great day....
but the day sucked...
had a fight with huda again....
seriously im sick of fighting over the same reason....
but its ok.......
had the shock of my life at night...
Ain called!!!
gosh i felt so weak and weird to talk to her...
its like im talking to a long lost relative ......
but its great to noe she remembers me and she isnt mad at me or anything ....
hope it just stays on like that....
hope to hear from her again soon!!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
hmm?
kae sheesh i get what you mean.....
i did wrong...
i shouldnt have done what i have done.... but maybe you dunt understand me yet....
i need to feel loved.... you dunno how it feels to always be let down by ur friends..
my friends are a couple of bastards and bitches....
if you think it is easy to go through life like mine.....
i think you are mistaken.....
i accept the fact i always fight with ppl...
but what am i fighting for?
im just fighting for my own right.....
im a defensive and sensitive person... or yeah im hot headed too.....
so you expect me to just shut up and drive???
im sorry kae???
im sorry Ain ....
i shouldnt have forgotten bout her....
her friendship made me feel great....
she made me feel great.....
she made me feel wanted.... she opened my eyes to a possiblity of nice ppl like her...
And yeah i found them... and that is my band... they are now my brothers and sisters......
anyway it seems ain has not been online... and most probably blocked me for what ive done....
even though her n lvls has ended... and i dunt even noe how to contact her....
but if this is the fate i have to take then so be it.....
i deserve it......
Friday, October 5, 2007
gosh i miss someone!!!
hey you
AIN!!!
i miss you lah!!!
i noe you are having ur n lvls but soon its gonna finish right????
its like a long time since i chat with you....
guess you have not been online even ever since the exams started....
still havent msg me.....
ouh yeah i say you msg me after ur n's....
HMMPH!!
got my number but never bother to msg...
gah!!!
sheesh!!! my turn for o lvls!!!
its on the 18th of october
thats my science practical exams!!!
gosh....
gotta study a lot you noe!!!!
gosh i miss someone!!!
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im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications
the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all
BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone
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