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Friday, October 23, 2009
a moment of disastrous events

well dunno why i put the title as that but it just sounds nice... lolx!

anyways im tired from solving other people's problem...

first was suhairy then to my older sister.. whats next? can die luhs...

if i was certified as a psychologist/psychiatrist or counselor i would get paid..

but ouhs well if i truly enjoy helping others out.. then its fine by me.. as long as they are happy i'm happy..

anyways updates are.. yes i got caught riding a motorcycle without license and insurance..

im going army on the 11th of dec... erh.. nothing much to say uhs .. ask me then i can tell more.. but for now.. my head is just filled with empty thoughts
Friday, October 9, 2009
i see everyone is happy...

hmm so i looked at some of my ex sch-mates blogs and realise how happy they are in life and everything...


so they have great friends they hang around each other and everything and they went out happily a big group for hari raya...

firstly i have to say im happy for suhairy that he has friends and everything..

he went out with them and everything.. chilling and doing what friends do...

i was his friend i guess.. but now it seems im just nothing..

well im just a sad little man who doesnt have friends... talking about going out raya with friends.. i havent went out with any of my friends for raya

for 3 freaking years.. cool aint it? im so used to being alone and engulfing myself to books and the internet...

maybe the reason i dunt have friends is because i dunno how to cherish them.. i guess..

but after saying all that.. im not saying i want pity or anything.. all i wanna say is.. im happy being all alone...

where my phone is never beeping.. no calls no hanging around with friends...

im used to solitude.. im used to going out alone and having fun alone..

so if suhairy ever reads this.. then thanks beb for being a spark in my life.. and you have faded away with ur friends...

and my ex sch mates.. mostly i dunt give a damn about you guys.. cause you guys dunt give a damn about me.. so if i see you on the street.. im just gonna be polite say hi.. and bye...

there isnt a need for me to be all pleasant in my blog but real life im pleasant..

because this shit is what i feel.. and what you see in real life is just a mask if you have yet to know me.....

so selamat hari raya to all those reading my blog though its a bit late..

and may happiness in your life never fade...
Monday, October 5, 2009
ignore the previous post..

kaes a misunderstanding has been cleared up by 2 of us.. so just ignore the previous post aite?
haiz

i dunno what why im sulking right now but apparently i need to clear this out...

i wonder.. why do girls get so easily hook with those boys who are playing around with their hearts

but shun those who are sincere to them and really cares for them...

its like totally hard to understand this situation.. like totally... and why am i saying all this right now is because....

i myself was one who played around with girls hearts.. but now im really hooked to one who i really am sincere of being with and really care for her...

i was totally honest about myself with her.. and i never dare tell her lies..

but maybe im just getting overboard.. because she only treats me as a friend and nth more...

and i never even expressed myself properly to her... and again its my fault...





even though a confession was made.. it became an awkward moment.. its like i placed a distance or a gap between us.. beacause frankly speaking.. im the one with the feelings for her.. and i have no idea about whether she has any for me...

and after the confession.. well to be precised the next day.. i dunno what brought out the topic..

she said this

i dnt mean just eu laa..or eu're boring or eur confession was insignificant...its just a point in my lyfe whr i really dnt feel a thing..im sorry..

(i never edited anything thats what she said)

well i misunderstood because im tired and saw only (eur confession was insignificant )

and that really made a misinterpret reason and now i dunno why am i being avoided..

though i did apologise.. and i know its my fault for not reading everything and clearly understanding it.. and now im being avoided..


HAIZ..

MUSIC TO THE

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THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone