Tuesday, August 21, 2012
2012 hari raya, syawal hijriah 1434
so syawal has arrived and i cant believe i actually dunt look forward to it at all...
this is a short post for what happened...
i cut my own hair shaving the sides cause it was hot and i didn't managed to go to the hairdresser
i thought it was much of a problem but looks like 2 of my relatives hate my new hairstyle
but my uncle made my heart break the way he explained it...
he was so disappointed in me and it made me realise how much hopes he has for me...
he said there isnt a point following trends and everything.. that i should wake up from falling into the pits..
how true was he to tell me off..
whatever he said was so deep that i could not possibly ignore what he had to say...
the fact that he said i was smartest of all the lot.. and knowing what is right and wrong with my own brains, he was utterly disappointed with how i turned out this year...
but how could he call me kucing kurab(balding cat literally and scum of society if taken as a saying)
haiz.. he did woke me up.. saying i shouldnt be a follower for i wasnt a follower from the start..
he knew me best in terms of character.. not even my dad know my deepest character..
he truely woke me up and i will try my best from sleeping again.. my motivation, my fire has been turned on.. no stopping me right now..
=)
Friday, August 10, 2012
so looks like this blog will be back up and running soon.. i cant lose my head without a proper means to let it go.. so it looks like this blog wont go silent after three years.. things happened for a reason and let the reason itself explain for the things that had happened.. but ever since i left ns life.. life has bitten me hard at my backside.. i cant hold on to this in my mind anymore so you my lovely blog shall be my memories.. and even if suddenly the whole internet is wiped out, im am glad you hold my memories that i do not intend to remember.. because thats the reason why i have to keep a straight face and keep living on... cause there isnt a reason for me to hold on to the past and learn to let it go.. for now thats all i can type.. even if by chance someone found you and for some reason wants to dig out more from me.. sadly my reply would be.. i dunt remember.. like all my previous posts.. i didnt remember why i posted them.. but only because i just wanted to let it all go.. cause sometimes we just need to learn to let go..
MUSIC TO THE
HEART
HEART
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will update when i have time!
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im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications
the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all
BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
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