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Sunday, February 18, 2007
it is meant to be

Skarang gue dah tak tahu nak uat aper
gue takleh give up

the reason i put this skin is simply because i gave my heart to you...
and i wont take it back

i have made a long term decision

and im not giving up!

to the guy

he better watch out

he better not appear in front of me

if he does say bye to him cause he will get a beating from me

Im giving you time and myself time

im closing the wounds slowly

but the scar remains

count how many scars i have dear and you noe how lucky you are to noe im here for you
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Sports Heats TOday!!

Arghh thats the worse performance i gave!

what happen sia!

wait i noe

i ran TWICE FOR 100m!

stupid councillors

how can someone get 7s plus for 100m

thats a world record goddammit

i had to retake the 100m

and yes! i noe i made it to semi finals!

first time in history a relay event is done during heats!

and its 4x400!!

and there's still 1500m!

how can i run for those events

i totally cannot run for 1500m cause i felt some abdominal pain and it hurt everytime i increase speed!

4x400 even worse i could have get the gap and got third position
but then! the abdominal pain came back how pathetic of me!

i sprint at my limit and the pain made me blackout for a second and made me slow down

then i did my best and once i reached the other runner i fell and rolled twice on the track and lay flat on it

i felt as if i was dying!

luckily there is two things im fortunate with

one if i rolled any futher i could have hit my head at a metal railing beside the track

two i didnt suffer any injuries except cramps and other side effects when one pushes themselves to the limit

so i thank god i didnt suffer any injuries or anything bad

k chaoz no other things happen today hahahaha
Friday, February 9, 2007
great day today?

great thing today i was having fun tackling ppl woohoo

ARGH THE PAIN

my sec ones are you scared of me?

am i that strict??? haiz


no comments lor... wish i can like relax...
i just promoted today!!!

wEEEEEEEEEE

First sergeant ardy nazrul reporting for duty ma'am


hahahahaha

hmm

clt course here i come!!!!


then later it will be

helllo cadets im sir Ardy Nazrul

im in charge in for your school

HAHAHAHAHAHA nice2

man i miss her so much wish can meet her

ouh yeah now im really a loner!!!
Friday, February 2, 2007
Weirdest Day of Febuary

Wow today is shocking....
My day turn out from early bad to good...
The day started out bad as my discipline master nearly book me with detention...
I was having my free period so its kind of weird to get scolded because you were not at the right place to study...
I want opinions
Is is better to study in a quiet environment
or
Is it better to study in a noisy environment?
Obviously a quiet environment right?
Well that was only my first taste of bad luck hahahaha
Then my day turn from sour to sweet all the way
Somehow my teachers were in a good mood...
It made me feel much more motivated to study and i could focus
That was only in Curricular time
After school....
Wow i finally truely laugh
What i mean is i actually laughed because it was funny
I felt one thing I missed so much
and that was happiness and laughter
and all this was because of my best friends reaction with his McSpicy
Man that got me laughing like a preschool kid
Well so much for having to feel happiness
That was after school
And Co-curricular Activity time
Man! Alpha is so pathetic
It wasnt full attendance for them
and futher more its the first training for them
Dunt get me started bout Bravo company
Their drills suck to the bloody core of the Earth
They never improve but the actually worsen
What the Hell is happening?
so previously i had released my laughter/happiness
when i took Bravo
MY FRUSTRATION AND ANGER WAS OUT!!!!
woohoo
Tell me which cca that actually allows punishment when you're in wrong?
Especially corpral punisment!!
IT WAS A TOTAL SATISFACTION FOR ME
Thank you National Cadet Corps
You were my answer for destressing
In a few more months O level here i come!!!

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!
SCREAM!!


THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone