Friday, March 23, 2007
today is the most weirdest day of my life
somehow i get mad then happy mad then happy
how the fuck luck was with me i dunt noe...
today if i hadnt been cheered up by my peers i would have gone suicidal
thank you lady luck
hmm
first thing is i was so fucked up by the fact i cant be part of the photo shoot for Drama
all because i said can i take photo in my NCC uniform
both the teachers disagreed sia
i see they dunt appreciate for what i have done in drama
never mind i aint appreciated for drama but still im good
so that made me feel bad at the start of the day
without me i believe drama would not last long back then cause no one was motivated to come
ARDY IS DEAD IN DRAMA!!!
so yeah that was strike one for the day
but then my day turn ok cause everything went smoothly and no nagging from teachers
so that was strike one
strike two was something i totally cant type on my blog cause its superb private
but strike three was the worst
NCC training and im again with my blur sotong cadets
two weeks no training all forget
they want to die sia
that wasnt really my strike three
my strike three came after AAR(After Action Review)
which means debriefing
Ma'am Amy gave me such attitude like as if i did smth wrong
all i did was to tell her politely that we need to dismiss the cadets
she went all sarcastic with me and said this
"Ouh,then can i continue?"
"Can i have the permission?"
"Sorry sergeant can proceed?"
THAT WAS FUCKED UP SARCASM
and it was so disrespectful for me to hear that cause after all she is a ma'am
actually i apologised that i might have interupted but it was already 6.30
we needed to dismiss them by 6 and latest 6.30
it was like its common sense
but then i did smth else to let out my rage
i said to her
"You dunt need to say like that in front of the cadets"
but it was sarcasm
and i said it with a pissed off tone
luckily i was able to control my rage and Ma'am Tan was there for me
she said to her its already time to dismiss and we couldnt delay anymore
and Ma'am Amy was so polite
shows that she discriminates ppl with a lower rank than her
man i could say all the bad things bout her sia one full entry
but one day i would put it lah in one entry a full list about her
then the most fun part after that unfortunate event i had a laughaton
me my friends made fun of Nik
really2 funny sia
well thats mostly bout today ar
shall update more when i have lots to say
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im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications
the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all
BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone
goodbye
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