Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Friday, December 14, 2007

haha ok i'll update!

ok its been a month plus i never update right?

so here it goes....

my life is getting more and more complicated...

how i wish everything is easy....

FIRST UP.. LETS TALK BOUT ME BEING IN A BAND...

wow.. im in a band and ive been like in a low when with them...
its like they are so talented while im like so useless...
i dunt even know how to play any instrument at the first place.....

im like looking at them and staring at their talent and just thinking this same thing over and over again...

"They're so good... What if at one point im left behind?"

gosh how frustrating that thought is...

SECOND! LETS TALK BOUT ME IN MY WORK LIFE....

gosh my work is to laxed up! its like not working at all...

how i wish i could work 5 days a week...

its like so boring staying at home with no motive....

and whats more i only work like 1 or 2 days a week and its 4 or 5 hours

its like seriously speaking working my ass for nothing...

tmr is my payday and guess how much i get....

$40.50....THATS ALL YOU KNOW???!!!!!

AND I WORKED ONLY 9hrs!!

isnt that pathetic...

and im already in debt of my handphone bill...
haiz what a stupid thing!

3rd AND FINAL OF ALL....MY PRIVATE LIFE...

you noe how painstakingly lonely i am nowadays....

if not for my band i think i would have committed suicide!!

THE LONELINESS THAT CAN ENGULF ME IS LIKE UNAVOIDABLE...

maybe one day i shall be engulfed by loneliness...and that would be the last day of my life...

haiz!!!!

STUPID COMPLICATED LIFE!!!

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!

SCREAM!!

THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone