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Monday, June 9, 2008
im pissed so just listen it out.

okays im blogging like finally after a year not blogging..

okays yeah you should guess its about girls..

look at my entry and tell me if im wrong...

so yeah there's this girl i had a crush on...

but i was a bit to fast on displaying my affections...

so i kinda backed off.....

but soon its just like she likes someone better and im pushed aside slowly...

so its like i just backed off totally saying its no point of loving you if you have feelings for another guy...

and she just said to me its not her fault and stuff... saying that guys who like her must be able to get her heart... and she said there's like a bunch of guys liking her so she cant like them all at once....

she said to me i got to prove her that i love her.... and that she is like one of the hotstuff in ngee ann but she doesnt like it......


hmm proving that i love her... its not that simple... my love has always been unconditional.... never have i expressed my love to a girl that easily...
even if i do... its more of defensive love.....

and futhermore ... she's not paying attention to my love... its simple to see....

she basically cant be bothered....

walking pass me is like walking through the wind... without noticing....

and smses feel so empty......

her blank replies as in like normal way of replying as if im just a plain friend...

and the fact that sometimes the way she replies its as if she doesnt want to msg me...

imagine just msging a like around 5 to 10 and she already says bye....

its like pushing me away....

i take people's privacy way important...

so yeah.. and its always up to me to msg .... its like erh....... come on it takes two to make things happen... at least as friends a few sms like hi or how are you is fine with me but it never happens....

but having ego... gosh.. i thought guys were the ones ego....

saying she was the hotstuff in ngee ann totally turns me off.....

and saying she doesnt like it...

cant you be more humble my dear????

even i dunt say that...

i think those who are close to me knows that im like so known here and there....

its like im popular... in ngee ann i practically know a quarter of the school already...

and some people who i dunt know of knows me... kinda weird you noe...

ask the people in zhenghua sec... and most people knows me....

im not being ego or boastful.. but im just saying this because i got a whole lot of point keeping this from her ... and neither have i brought it up to any of my friends... unless i really feel weird...

so tell me people am i in the wrong?

help me now and tell me what should i do

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!
SCREAM!!


THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone