Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

life is totally wrecked!

yeah actually to tell you the truth..

i didnt go to any of my final year exams... i dunno why i did it.. maybe i was drunk..

but now im just afraid of what happens now...

cause like it means i'll be getting kicked out of school.. or repeat... argh! why the fucking confusion here...!!!!!

what happen to the spur that i had for studying... it seems gone!!!!

like what the fuck.. its fucking not right ... and im doing it again.... well done ardy well done... it looks like you're repeating what you did in secondary school and thinking that a miracle will happen again...

and fyi i made it through o levels by sheer luck ... i dunt believe i studied well enough...

but now in polytechnic im doing way much shit that what i did in secondary school..

what will my fate tell me?

my heart and mind says that i chose the wrong course while i know that yeah it is the wrong course...
i wish for smth more exciting.. something i can love and do at the same time...

whats wrong ardy whats the fucking problem with you?! why cant you like study?!

why are you like ignoring school as if its nothing?!!!!!!

someone or god help me!

guide me through the right path...

tell me am i wrong?!

tell me what is right!

and tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

IM TOTALLY CONFUSED SHIT RIGHT NOW!

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!

SCREAM!!

THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone