Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Monday, January 26, 2009

and what muterabbi say is true

yah my life revolves around friends and relationship... but no its not all bout that... for i do have a life...

my bookworm life.. where i read books in one day and absorb as much information on my own...

maybe yeah i should get back to my old life...

where i remember all the harsh life of being all alone....

being an outcast... doing everything all alone.... where nobody was a friend and nobody was there for me...

do you want me to go back there? back to where i had my own life.... with no one to stop me with what the fuck im doing...

where cuts and death was all that associate me to life? where there is no meaningful life ... but there is death that awaits you? cause no one will escape death...

well i dunt care if i abandon my friends and relationships... for you know best that i have done that before... i really can dunt give a fuck with friends and relationships... like totally easy shit for me to just forget the world and get back to my old lame routine life of waiting for death....

its not about enjoying while you are young...its about being realistic... for life is not as easy as it seems...

if you want it..
then fine......

you asked for it....

i shall grant it...

cause im pretty pissed off with everything...

life?! love?!

kaes gonna fuck care bout it... dah malas.... back to being the one without emotions...

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!

SCREAM!!

THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone