Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

i stand corrected...

LOVING SOMEONE SUCKS!!!!

unconditional love.. hahahahah prove me wrong.. prove that im fucking wrong to find love a door to hell....

whats the point of loving ? tell me!! tell me whats the right thing?

i never meant any harm... did i make you look cheap did i?

was it because it was all too fast?

but if it was too fast did i try to like make use of you?

i put a 100% for you... and what happen? i was thrown away.. just like some piece of fucking trash...

you never knew how it felt like...

how fucking pissed i was...

just cutting myself wasnt enough.. but its fine with me.. it shows im still human... i can die....

but it doesnt hurt.. really i doesnt hurt... it felt like the blade was kissing me... just left a peck and blood came out...

for in my heart i was so wrecked... it was being stabbed by a million blades... thrown from a plane without a parachute... hit by a speeding car...

being in the institute of mental health in a straight jacket...

talking to myself... trying to fucking get a life...

you never knew....

and all the text i gave was meaningless... cause there wasnt any replies... i was like texting the wall hoping for a reply...

WHAT DID I DO WRONG TILL I DESERVE ALL THIS???

what the fuck am i?

why the fuck am i loving you?

why the fuck im still your friend but yet you treat me like dirt?

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!

SCREAM!!

THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone