Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Thursday, January 8, 2009

love?

whats love?

i really forget the meaning of love.. how it felt like and why am i like in love at the first place...

i just feel so comfortable with you.. you can withstand my lameness..

i just feel so lost without you.. you guide me through life....

you make my troubles go away... you just seem to bring me to a different world

so is this love? or is this infactuation?

you make me feel complete so why arent we together?

is it because of my attitude? my way of dressing? my looks?

im never gonna feel love.. cause i keep giving love... but no one really makes me feel wanted...

what am i?

i never get msgs.. i never get calls.... i never have friends who ask me out...

is it because of my attitude? cause if it is.. i have no idea what is it that makes me as a bad friend...

then again am i the one who doesnt seem to bother bout my friends?
i dunno whether i do that... but i try my best to be there for them...

dunt i msg people? yeah i do but i never always get a reply.. not because they're busy but most of the time.. my msgs seem to be on the lowest priority..

maybe im meant not to have friends...

from young till old.. i never had true friends.. so yeah life sux..

ELLY AND FRIENDS IF YOU MUST KNOW THE REASON....

THATS THE REASON...

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

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SCREAM!!

THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone