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Sunday, March 1, 2009
its easier to forget than to remember...

and at times its just so easy to forget... but its difficult to remember...

but now its just difficult to forget but easy to remember....


life hits me hard when reena left me... no point in going to in depth into that story again...

but somehow.. i remember every little detail of how much i loved her....

never had i remember so clearly of someone....

but the funny thing is.... i never wanted to let her go... but i guess im not good enough for her...

i was forced to let go forced to move on.... but at what stake? i moved with a very heavy heart...

nothing in the world cheered me up... i moved on reluctantly...

and now im always busy working... why? cause im living on my own...

i dunt have my parents support whatsoever in terms of financially...

its really difficult... but by the 10 of march 2009 i should be stable enough...

to those i relied on.. i'll repay you one day....

okays back to the story.. yeah i moved on reluctantly.... life was moving so slowly...

things were just plain blank boring and lonely....

if ever i were to talk about friends... i just cant rely on them...

when i was with you.. plainly.. you were my world... i had never been so serious with a girl...

like i thought you were the one.. the one i could love forever.. and truely forever..

when you broke up with me.. i totally didnt know where to go.. whats the point of being in love with someone else when my heart is with you...

i practically malfunction on that day itself...

even now.. i just cant love another like i loved you... i dunt even know if you read my blog..

maybe you do... maybe you dunt... who knows...

will ever this post be read by you? if it is read.. im glad you try to update urself about me.. if not.. then maybe i was stupid to give my love to you at the first place...

well i cant expect much right... even my sms's you dunt really reply to them... i did text you once in a while.. but the replies were like.. wow you msg me... and then.. you dunt reply my other sms...

i still remember when i accidentally called you.. and you did call back.. i was so happy.. so glad you called back.. i heard ur voice.. and i melted the instant.. and was shocked to know you at the very least called me back...

but well you were on the phone with someone else.... and i couldn't deny that it was another guy...

haiz.. and thats how much i love you reena.... you came and go but my heart went to you... haiz........

ouhs well life has to continue right?

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

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THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone