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Monday, March 16, 2009

things are better left explained

i guess its best for me to explain things right here right now....

look.... cuts arent that bad when its for a purpose... and i think its best i explain it to everyone right here right now...

i believe you all need an explanation and i owe it to you ppl

The Purpose is simple.. when i cut.. i cut the relation between whoever i wish i never knew... whether its friends relation love relation... money relation...

relativity of whoever or whatever i wish to forget...(chim huh?)

simple reason why the latest cut.. i had to get away from love....

should term it correctly.... INFATUATION!

sadly when i cut.. it seems i go to a different world.. a world where i begin to realise...

and this world.. i see that no one can hurt you.. unless you hurt urself...

dunt tell me shit that someone hurt you...

cause its you who wanted to be hurt... think for your own self ..
dunt go on blaming ppl and giving reasons why that person is at fault...

if talking bout relationship...

if the guy dump a girl... the girl blames the guy...

if the girl dumps the guy.. the guy blames the girl...

its like bullshit... why not just sit down.. think properly... and then take the necessary steps... be friends.. get to know each other very thoroughly before entering a relationship.. if you're commitment phobic then dunt try getting to stupid crap up teenage love...

and those who get into relationships just for sex.. you ppl are the worst ppl ever... you wanna get laid? geylang is for you...

and when you're married.. you can do whatever you want.. but not by hurting any parties...

simple logic and maturity isnt all bout age...

and maturity doesnt have to be shown most of the time...

everyone is mature... but the child side is ever growing together with you...

for cuts are a simple way for me to tell you that im hurting myself.. back off... cause you cant hurt me unless i let you....

and when i cut... i get into a euphoria...(shiok? steam?)
adrenaline rush into my blood...

its like when ppl drink.. or really enjoy themselves... but wake up with a hangover..

same goes for me.. after i cut.. i start to regret doing it.. but its for me to be strong...

so thats all i could think of... and i hope i explained it well to those following my blog...

anyways.... for reena... sadly.. cutting couldnt help me...

but well... life has to go on right?

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THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone