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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
its all about her... part 1

never have i loved someone as much as you... to think that i've fallen so deeply and madly in love with you.. its so unexplainable....

maybe i'll try to put in in this post... as much as i can....


and huss... now i get how you feel when you loved that girl so much.....


its just that everything about her is what i love.. lets not talk about looks aite...

cause every person has a different taste....

but her attitude... that is what matters the most


i know you waited for me today... and i feel so guilty so as to make you wait for me darling...

only today have i not been able to chat with you properly....

and im so saddened by the fact i made you wait that i just couldnt hold back my tears....

and and its not like as if its nice to make you wait for hours just so that you could speak to me.. its touching yes.. and thats one of the things i love about you

but i want you to have a good night sleep too...

i've been depriving you of a good night sleep.. and i myself am deprived of sleep... its taking a toll on my body... but i seem not to care....

ive been having this splinting headache since morning of yesterday... and im still having it now.... but i never told you ... because i do not want you to worry bout me....

i seem to be so committed to you...

never have i really wait for a girl... and im patiently waiting for you...

and if ever 1st may was to come... i want to so sincerely hug you and give you a kiss on the cheeks...

why am i constantly thinking bout you?

everytime i eat... i would want to know that you have eaten too...

if i were to rest... i hope you have rested too...

and everytime i see couples walking and holding hands... i just envy how they can be so close to their loved one.. but i cant be close to her....

for those who havent knew that im in love.... and basically have no clue....

she lives in kl....

so if you think im just being stupid... and saying why not find a girl in singapore...

its just because i love her so much....

who cares if i cant see her everyday... the important thing is that i stay true to her....

it takes a lot of commitment to actually do this.. and a lot of love...

i want to endure this physical absence... so that i can treasure her more than ever...

and if i truely love her.. its not impossible for me to go there myself...

*but have to convince maha convince my parents that she is the one for me and i need my passport so that i can see her*

and i planned lots of things ahead of time..

like getting a prepaid to call her everyday if i could...

text her everyday! that is a must.....

but one thing for sure.... im gonna go up to kl every fortnight to see her..

thats the very least i could do....


and if 1st may was to come.. i would quit smoking... like totally stop...
if that day never comes... i would still quit on the 1st of may
thats my promise to her...

okays luhs i think got to update another post... so i'll have this post as part 1...

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!
SCREAM!!


THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone