Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Saturday, April 25, 2009

so i screwed up again?

so if you ever read this post at least i know you care.....

aqilah...

i planned everything on the first of may... everything... especially for you....

i know you said you dunt like walking so much in the sun if we're going out.. so i planned it so that there wouldnt be much walking....

i said jek i'll be bring laptop and all.. but nah.. i think i want to spend that time i had to talk to you...

there isnt a point for me to boast bout myself on that day...

i want to make that day a memorable one for you...

i planned to bring you to marina barrage for seeing the view over there....

i never went there before.. and if i wanted to go there i wanted to go with someone special....

then after marina barrage we're going esplanade... maybe to go to 2nd lvl... there's a guitar shop there maybe you wanna take a look and stuff....

then we lepak at the esplanade steps.. and talk... thats what i planned uhs..
then after that dah lapar or smth go eat at marina square.. after marina square we'll be walking towards peninsula...

after all my sayang is a film enthusiast... so i thought it would be wonderful to bring her there and see all the dslr's and slr's over there...

after that.. final destination is brass basah complex... sayang might wanna see if there is any metal picks... or see the guitars... after all swee lee has everthing when it comes to guitars...

haiz.. and after that i thought we could catch a movie... X-men Origins.. Wolverine...

at bugis.. and it costs 6 at the new shopping mall...

and after everything i'll send her home....

haiz....

it was meant to be a surprise... but then guess it never happen...

if only i wasnt ignorant and being a bastard...... egoistic.....

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AQILAH IM REALLY2 sorry.. i was being egoistic just now... i never meant to bombard you back.. you got it right bout sp... and dear please dunt leave me now....

if truely it was all about me.. i wouldnt have remembered you're favorite colour was monochrome

you're studying in kl graphic design

your favourite sweet was chuppa chups...

you like photography.... as much as i do...

you like bikes... if you can take a license for bikes you would....

you're driving a proton gen2

you have sch on tues and weds... but weds can change to thursday....

and the question to whether you would go to a gig or beach...

i choose gig because you are passionate about music... you write your own compositions...

your own songs...

your birthday is on the 4th of february....

if you had to pick between digital and film photography

you would have picked film.. because to you its the best!

haiz...

whatever it is.. i know you are shy by nature....

please dear im crying my heart out typing out this blog....

you said once you're in you're not allowed out...

why dear? why are you letting me go now? why are you not giving me a second chance?

have i hurt you in any ways before? please dear answer me this.. if i did.. then i'm sorry...

if it seems that everything is about me.. haiz..

then give me a chance to know you more... let time pass by....

i love you....

and now you just left me with a broken heart.....

with my bestie gone.. with you gone.. and now im truely alone....

alone... when i was so afraid of being alone... now im all alone again...

haiz...

but whatever it is... i promised 1st may i will not smoke a single puff at all..
and i swear to it.....

MUSIC TO THE

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im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone