Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Monday, April 27, 2009

updates...

so after 42 hours of sleep... i had my sleep.. but it was only for a moment.. i slept at 6 and had to wake up at 9....

so 3 hours of sleep in the end...

i dunno what to do anymore.... i dunno what am i aiming for anymore.....

i dunt feel loved no more....

i feel hated.... i feel alone again.....

why?.... dunt ask... i dunt know

im very very confused.....

give me a few days to think it through... let the thoughts go away...

let me really feel what i am feeling... now its just nothing to feel...

just a feeling of lost.... after all dydy v understands her... and according to her.. i never understood her from the start....

am i that vain? to boastful? just thinking bout myself?

is that it? really2 am i like that? have i not ask you things...

try to know you better? talking that much.. do you know me... the real me?

cause i dunt think so... ouhs well.. i really2 dunno what to say already...

let life take its path....

kalau jodoh.... i will get you....

kalau tak jodoh... ouhs well jodoh lum datang lagi....

i leave it to god's hand to him that i pray to.. May the All Mighty Allah show me the path...

AND NO! SUICIDE IS NOT SMTH I WILL DO....

its a sin! one of the biggest sin in quran....

ouh well.... take care peeps! working tmr...

MUSIC TO THE

HEART

under construction!
will update when i have time!

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THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone