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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
part 3 life of regrets

so people has been streaming to my blog and been reading the parts.. i thank all those who have read and left motivation on my tag board shows that you care =D and to those who chat up at msn! THANKS!


so i left of from pri 6.. where i lost a precious friend and a father figure...

i went on in life to be in zhenghua secondary... with life starting anew...

had to make new friends.. and i did....

sec 1 and sec 2 life seems to be a peak of angst and insanity in my life...

i made friends with a group.. azri, ahmad asyraf, khairul asyraf and also iskandar adi putra...( dunt ask why i put full name.. i remember it more clearly)


well even though we seem so close we were still apart.. my best friend was now azri...

i spent most of my time with him.. i was always around him.. with his crazy life and mine....

well i wasnt much of a guy chasing after girls... but it seems it took a change...

i became like a figure in school.. getting to know all the girls in my batch and also my senior batch...

and also the guys.. but i seem to have been spending more time with the girls i guess...

i remember khairani(sorry if i spelled it wrong!)

and also aini.. my seniors in school and also in ncc...

and also raihana and khadijah....

and i remember how sec 1 was.. i was a midget.. practically the smallest in school.. lolx! and i remember the sec 2's and the trend of having god brother's and sister's

and i constantly getting pinched in the cheeks... sheesh THANKS CHERYL MA! and sabrina.. sadly i dunt think they remembered....

but those were happy moments i could recall off..... back to azri...

well we were best bud's.. but i dunt really have much memories of him.. except for one.. we went to watch a movie... and he was with his girlfriend back then it was fatin... and i was alone....

if i'm not wrong it was lemmony snicket a series of unfortunate events...

and that was went i started to get pissed of myself... i was freaking all alone.. when he could hug fatin and get cosy in the theatres while i was freezing...

and that brought a spark..

where i decided to be so cruel.... i befriended too many girls.. i started going out with them.. i started to go on relationships with no meaning but with lust...

i guess that was when i realised i became a casanova..



but ouhs well what has happened has happened...

sec 1 and sec 2 is the most blurly part of my life.. i was a delinquent

was always with my discipline master... mr.sng...

and i was suspended a number of times.. and had to attend after school programme... LOLX!

and the reason is the most stupidest reason ever... (i didnt do homework..)

and teachers had to put in discipline action.. lolx!

but more to come.. i had too many different friends.. and i dunt seem to be remembering much unless i go into details... but there isnt much to remember from it... and yeah i started to become a passive smoker at the age of 13... (thanks to lepaking with seniors..)

and thanks to me learning to smoke from my grandma...(shhh! that was supposed to be a secret)

and thats how weird life went..

though i spent lots of time with azri, ahmad, khairul, iskandar...

we grew apart once we reached sec 3.. and i was left alone once more and had to start anew and search for a new friend...

sadly sec 3 and life right now.. is easily remembered... so its very very very very very very very very very LONG! so keep updated to the next part!

i estimate there's bout 4 more parts to come.. SO KEEP URSELF POSTED! =D check my msn to see if its updated or not...

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under construction!
will update when i have time!
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THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone