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Saturday, September 5, 2009
hmm just getting this out of my head

hmm anon you really got me there.. nice advice...

lets see.. i just wanna say one thing.. putting a 100% in relationships in the past.. i guess wont go anywhere when one is going through puberty and still exploring the world...

or those who have yet to know what is a relationship...

well i'll just call the relationships based on infatuation and not love...

its really because we aren't ready for commitment... and when we're in a relationship we dunt think of the future...

let me be clear now aite? i want a serious relationship.. where marriage is the ending point.. and not a break up...

i'm already working my ass off to become a police officer.. to get a working man's pay.. not a part time worker alright?


i'm really getting into the serious life.. planning the future...

carving my existence into the world..

maybe to justify what i'm doing is... i'm entering the adult world..

where working is necessary to live... where money is needed.. im not living my ass off with my parents.. leeching them for money...

i want to get a car.. i want to get a bike... i want to get a house....

and i want to have a girlfriend who is ready for marriage once it is the right time...

and before anyone comes tagging saying im asking too much.. then i wanna say this right...

i know it takes love to be in that stage...

so im not asking much but im just saying i have yet to find a girl who is ready to commit to the death being together...


and yes im still young.. but the girls are still too young at heart... maybe when they finish school then they would understand my pain...



and if responsibilities were to step in.. i am 100% ready to take any..

signing on isnt easy... it is commitment...

and if i can be so committed in working.. who says i cant be committed in a relationship..

but can she be committed? hmm...


lets just say.. ardy is waiting for the girls to grow up.. or else he has to find older girls okays?

and its a pain in the ass to be in this stage even though i'm just 18...

so ardy is chilling until a girl around he's age is prepared to commit till marriage.. woohoo..

but still ardy has develop a lazyness to wait.. WAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKA

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im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

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hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

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