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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

so its a fucked up day

today its like the worst day ever felt.. and again i feel damn left out again...

hmm lets see.. another day to my birthday.. and my patience level is tested..

i know today is jap's birthday... so as a friend i would love to celebrate his birthday.. my friends planned to sing a song for him and everything.. and they asked me to bring down my guitar...

so yeah i brought down my guitar and everything.. so they were practicing and in the end they didnt even do it..

so we were lepaking.. as per normal.. played carom.. was fun untill all of them went for a "meeting"

and the meeting left me out.. how nice right? and i was playing carom with 2 of my juniors who i dunt spend much time with...

yelah dengar member kene lepak sorang...

so i was pissed.. i know them like for a long time... though now i start to be close to them...

and suhairy who just get to know them.. was in the meeting itself.. it made me pissed.. damn pissed.. its like as if i was not there...

so i pretend that i wanna go home and brought their belongings there.. but in the end even before i reach them they all said "we're in a meeting"
and that got me pissed enough to really go home...

once i reached home i talked to my older sis.. and she said smth that shocked me.. "who knows they are planning your birthday.. thats why they left you out"

its very logical.. yes.. but.. my birthday has never been planned by my friends.. if really they planned my birthday im very touched...

but again i just got close to them.. and comparing to those who have been long with them.. even fazrul's birthday wasnt even planned.. even jap.. so why the fuck make mine special?

sheesh.. and my birthday aint gonna be special.. for years its nothing to me just another year.. and thats all..

maybe excluding this year where i get to spend time with my older step sister... and she picked out my birthday present though it wasn't planned...

and a few friends who were nice to treat me.. still waiting for the actual day.. which im gonna spend with my best friend...

and i got a bomb from my older sister.. she said.. maybe or high posibilities we are moving to the east side.. bedok..

AND THATS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK....

okays pissed all the way

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im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone