Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll Is What I need

Friday, October 9, 2009

i see everyone is happy...

hmm so i looked at some of my ex sch-mates blogs and realise how happy they are in life and everything...

so they have great friends they hang around each other and everything and they went out happily a big group for hari raya...

firstly i have to say im happy for suhairy that he has friends and everything..

he went out with them and everything.. chilling and doing what friends do...

i was his friend i guess.. but now it seems im just nothing..

well im just a sad little man who doesnt have friends... talking about going out raya with friends.. i havent went out with any of my friends for raya

for 3 freaking years.. cool aint it? im so used to being alone and engulfing myself to books and the internet...

maybe the reason i dunt have friends is because i dunno how to cherish them.. i guess..

but after saying all that.. im not saying i want pity or anything.. all i wanna say is.. im happy being all alone...

where my phone is never beeping.. no calls no hanging around with friends...

im used to solitude.. im used to going out alone and having fun alone..

so if suhairy ever reads this.. then thanks beb for being a spark in my life.. and you have faded away with ur friends...

and my ex sch mates.. mostly i dunt give a damn about you guys.. cause you guys dunt give a damn about me.. so if i see you on the street.. im just gonna be polite say hi.. and bye...

there isnt a need for me to be all pleasant in my blog but real life im pleasant..

because this shit is what i feel.. and what you see in real life is just a mask if you have yet to know me.....

so selamat hari raya to all those reading my blog though its a bit late..

and may happiness in your life never fade...

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will update when i have time!

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THAT profile

im approximately 167m
my weight is 55kg
Im 18 going 19
AND i do not have any history of medical complications

the bad side of me is
hot tempered..
sarcastic as always
im crazy
i do hold little grudges
i hate the conception of me being lonely and all

BUT I DO HAVE A GOOD SIDE
INDIE ROCK AND ROLL!
im someone who's willing to cry with you when you're down
i can give good advice
im always there for anyone